what future holds

recently, my mind has been so often clouded by what the future gonna holds...and lots of question marks is all that i see. :( the truth is, its just a blank piece of paper i guess.

breathing in as i always did, the same smell of the environment, the same space i am in.
yet apart from that, everything is different and nothing seems familiar.
i close my eyes and i try to listen, no familar sounds, no loving voices.
coldness surrounds me and lonliness embrace me....is that what the future holds i wonder

Damn, writing that piece of shit makes me teary >.<

Emptiness

Emptiness....That's what I felt right now this moment.

It's not the feeling of completeness I so needed, but the feeling of not being empty.

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why am i not writing?

basically i have been asking myself the same question, i reckon...
1. nothing happening, exciting or anything happy to write about...life has been boring and disappointing these days
2. no inspiration nor motovation to write

peeping in

i admit it, i have been lazy and did not blog for days >.<. but here goes my few days of activities in today post.

Went to couple lab at lot 1 during lunch time on monday to collect the nameplate necklace which me and mandeline each made last friday. It's made with anti rust surgical steel as what the sales person at the counter claimed.

(in small voice) now my real name is revealed n known to all >-< , btw, that's my horoscope sign beside my name :D

That night i drop by the supermarket on my way home from work and look at what i bought...

Not much green as i have already bought some last friday, more canned food to add to my supplies and some sweet and sour frozen pork...yap i have plans to cook this weekend...will post pix of what i cook then.

last nite, i had porridge again, paddy says porride sounds like its for breakfast, but he have no idea the many stuff i throw in when i cook the porridge...hehehe

of course i don't eat the ginger, but i put lots of ginger as it makes the porridge smells great, and i throw in some lean pork and (whisper) pig stomach. yummy!

OMG its Friday!!!

Clubbing anyone???...grrr...no respond...gonna be yet another weekend with haypi >.<

subway yay!!!!

Been having white bread for breakfast and dinner for days it's beginning to turn me off...finally indulge myself in subway's sandwich tonight....it was sooooooo damn yummy! and while i was taking big bites on my sandwich, what's runs in my mind is "i should have it again tomorrow nite, its friday nite...guess its ok to be sinful" :p

beaming with joy

realised i have not been posting for ages...lol was too busy playing with my new toy :P
Dada.....my ipad 2...with screen on the game that sucks all my time and kill my boredom :D

btw...dnt ask me why im beaming with joy...i jus am :)