I write down everything I wanna remember n also 2 empty my mind, it may b thoughts of the moment...that come unsought 4 n commonly the most valuable. Whether or not I write well, it doesn't matter.

Saturday, April 30, 2011

night in rodanthe

I watched this movie few years ago and loved it, i remember how i am moved to tears when i watched it.

"I never thought that I
Had anymore to give
You're pushing me so far
Here I am without you
Drink to all that we have lost
Mistakes we have made
Everything will change
But love remains the same"



Thursday, April 28, 2011

something to ponder..

"We are all dreaming of some magical rose garden over the horizon-instead of enjoying the roses that are blooming outside our windows today."


In life, so often we neglect people around us who really loves and care for us, we take them for granted, ignoring their needs. Instead, with the advance technology, we find ourself asking people we had never met from our online games or social networks how is their day, greeting them and sending them sweet emoji and mails...but, have we ever ponder, when was the last time we ever say something nice to people close to us...may it be our girlfriend, boyfriend, parents or someone dear, when was the last time you tell him/her you love him/her. How would they felt to discover that you actually care for a stranger more than you care for him/her.


p.s.: i had personally experienced it, discovering my ex sending mail and calling up various gals (aka sttranger) he hook up with on social netwrk every other day, showing his concern and care for them...when he cnt even b bothered with me...pathetic

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

something to smile about..specially for paddy :)

Today you and I may face difficult things, hard situations, and challenging relationships.  None of these offer anything to smile about...but sometimes little things in my everyday life makes me smile :) , it could be a stupid comedy drama i am watching (i usually laugh like crazy rather than merely a smile), a mail in my haypi inbox (may it be a blowing kiss or hate mail), seeing someone falling dwn in a silly manner (lol i sounds mean ;D) having someone to talk to and think about (its a blessing)...this morning, i smile after reading the skype msg u left me last evening.

something i read to share with ya :)

Smile
She smiled at a sorrowful stranger.
The smile seemed to make him feel better.
He remembered past kindness of a friend
And wrote him a thank you letter.
The friend was so pleased with the thank-you
That he left a large tip after lunch.
The waitress, surprised by the size of the tip,
Bet the whole thing on a hunch.
The next day she picked up her winnings,
And gave part to a man on the street.
The man on the street was grateful;
For two days he'd had nothing to eat.
After he finished his dinner,
He left for his small dingy room.
(he didn't know at that moment
that he might be facing his doom)
On the way he picked up a shivering puppy
And took him home to get warm.
The puppy was very grateful
To be in out of the storm.
That night the house caught on fire
The puppy barked the alarm.
He barked till he woke the whole household
And saved everybody from harm.
One of the boys that he rescued
Grew up to be President.
All this because of a simple smile
That hadn't cost a cent.
--frm "Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul"

healing

i am proud of myself, for 2 weeks i have not taken any initiative to try talk to him unless its about work, didn't even bothers if he turns up for work, and though i can't say i had totally deleted him from my mind altogether...since he is not helping at all >.< with a call from him last weekend asking me out and breakfast that he placed on my desk yesterday...but i know i woudn't be taken in anymore and i don't want to either.

New events gonna replaced old memories, someone's true heart gonna heal me where it hurts, though it always take times for those ugly scar to fade. i know i am healing...

p.s. special thks to riyan who sings  to me at my loneliest moment

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

:D

had a medicure done yesterday nite after work and did not realised that hving a fake nail which is jus slightly longer than my current nail will actually affect some of my daily routine lol. realised the power of google cause i actually learn how to remove my contact lens with my long nails by googling. yipee...all gd


Sunday, April 24, 2011

sail away

this song now has a special meaning : )


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<3 @ 23Apr, 14:55hrs

fear

i fear getting too attached, thus having expectation and end up only in disappointment.